(In)decisions

Life, as it seems, is full of contradictions.

There is a moment when you think you are right; the very next moment you have a lot of doubts about it. Seldom it happens that you have a single perception about any idea. So weak our mind is that it keeps flickering at lightening speed on every issue. You feel good now and feel bad the next moment with apparently everything the same. You are always in a state of indecisiveness. The very moment you decide something, you become circumspect and think otherwise. When will the time come when you would become stable?

But, what will we gain if at all it, the mind, becomes stable. Just that, you decide for once and forget it. Eventually, you would lose the essence of life, the ever changing life. As someone summed it up, "Chalti ka naam Gaadi", to change is life. So, if you don't change what you have fixed today, you would defeat the very purpose of life. Being faithful to life, it is our duty to be indecisive.

This may very well be the reason for someone to be so fluctuating. Well, life is not about taking a single decision. It is about going through a journey in which you take countless decisions, affecting you and your surroundings.  And the circumstances won't be the same always. The essence of one's life would be the decisions it takes in different situations.

One may say, it is the way one lives in this world and interacts with their surrounding. There is not a single person whose life is not dependent on another's and not a single person whose life doesn't affect another's. In the journey of life, we have to keep taking decisions always. To take a decision or not is also a decision that we have to take. The collection of all these decisions is the basis of our life. Our life is valued by the impact our decisions or in-decisions have on other's life.

I don't know why or how I wrote down this much and still keep writing. Might be it is because of those (in)decisions that I am taking during last half an hour or so. I would rather stop taking decisions and let life take it own course. Well, I will decide on that. Woof, that is another decision that I took just now.

And I have decided to stop boring you now. Good bye.